Having tried Adderall, it had an effect I didn't expect at all. It was a MASSIVE mood booster for me. Kinda like removing the wet blanket of apathy from life itself in a single dose. It was extreme, and at only 5mg. I don't want to use Adderall regularly and am trying to understand what is lacking in my chemistry/diet so I can address it in a more healthy way than amphetamine. Ideally with something with less potential to abuse. I have tried modafinil minor mood boosting, hydrafinil minor boost, st johns wart no boost. Nothing I've ever tried has even been a fraction as effective of mood boosting / depression busting as Adderall. It was so extreme.... it felt like rewinding time to the most focused, happy, mentally healthy I've ever been in my early twenties and double it. Not sure if that effect was sustainable w ongoing dose and to be honest it was so effective I worry about needing it and abusing it. Anyone else w similar experience? Other safer, preferably non prescription, adderall like nootropics to try for the mood boost that is as effective?